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Friday, July 24th, 2009
9:51 pm	It's me and my woman's one year anniversary. This makes me pleased. That is all. 1 pleb have skullfucked me | Violate my face!
Thursday, July 3rd, 2008
6:58 pm	Writer's Block: Caring Who do you care about most in your life? View 500 Answers Friends. Seconded by training. For now. Harhar. Typical. I hate you all. XD Current Music: Unforgiven II -- Metallica. 4 plebs have skullfucked me | Violate my face!
Sunday, June 22nd, 2008
1:45 am	Updatage All I see are shades of grey 'cause friends like you I can't replace, I know, I'll see your face again. Violate my face!
Wednesday, May 21st, 2008
7:36 pm	Worship me! Like you would a God. I don't really feel the urge to rant about anything. I mean, I want to get back into training again, because I've been out of it a week and a half. I mean, seirously. Why does Ebola keep trying to fuck with me? My Immune system turned it into something resembling a Flu and chest infection. That's the cool thing about my immune system. Took a Virius, and totally re-coded that shits' DNA. Now THAT is Manly. Uh, anyway, have a good one everyone. And if you don't post a comment on this message, then I shall be forced to do something I don't really want to have to do... Violate my face!
Sunday, March 23rd, 2008
12:25 am	I am Captain evil stomper, I get to wear big black helmet. Drama's have pretty much died down after Pritchard. I've still gotta retest for my belt coming up. I just wanna live and let live. And I still miss you cunts on this thing. So I hope, whenever any of you who are on my friends list, even if you don't remember me, 'cause fuck, I may not remember you... .. I hope your life's going go and swell for you, yeah? I hope it all works out fine, whatever you're doing. And if you have troubles, just headbutt them away. Current Music: Hateredcopter -- Dethklok 2 plebs have skullfucked me | Violate my face!
Tuesday, February 5th, 2008
8:47 pm	Bah, I can't take this shit any more. Seriously. At this point in time I'm hardcore missing all my freaking friends who I used to talk to online. Granted I'm not on much at all which is my bad, but still. I'm feeling all nostalgic 'cause of that, and also I'm feeling fucked up over Pritchard. I mean, who the fuck does that?! I just don't feel like me. And when I come online to find people and no one's here it doesn't make me feel any better. Haha. Owh well. I hope if y'all still readin' this, feel free to toss me a Email. My Address hasn't changed. And then I can keep in touch! It'd be great. Man.. Crazy days we live in. What crazy days indeed. 1 pleb have skullfucked me | Violate my face!
Monday, February 4th, 2008
12:14 pm	I don't know who the fuck reads this anymore.. And I don't really care, in all honesty. It looks like three people are still kicking or some shit like that. Anyway, I've been feeling like ass, 'cause I've had to bury another friend. That makes three, the grand total. Now, this may not seem like alot, and to some people, granted, it isn't. But christ man, it doesn't get any fucking easier, does it? I mean, I've been feeling like shit. I've been shit-faced the last seven days or so, and I've got to go back to work tommorow. "Life's got to return to normal. Well, sometimes I think it's too fucking soon, you know? Life's not ment to snap back into normalitly once your minds' been raped a couple of times. I mean, it's fucking insane. I don't feel like Jayden. I don't feel happy and random and fucking insane. Now I just feel insane. You know, as if you've been beaten so many times your wounds go from bruises to cuts to broken bones, and then you've gotta heal from there. Hell, this could be making sense, this could not be making sense. I've got no fucking clue. All I do know is that I really don't want to be here. I don't know where I want to be, but not here. I want to be able to stop caring and not giving a shit. Maybe this time it's finally clicked in. Maybe now I can finally stop being human. Being human seems to be a weakness. You're kind, you care, and people shank you. Fuck that, I say. Maybe it's time to be cold, stoic, to not give a shit, to just keep to my self and let everyone deal with their pwn problems. Man.. It's been a fucking fucked up week. A fucking truck man. I mean, I can certainly think of less sure-fire ways to make sure you're dead than standing in the middle of the road, that's for fucking sure. Christ. Current Mood: Guess. Current Music: Uh... Iunno. Noise. 2 plebs have skullfucked me | Violate my face!
Monday, November 12th, 2007
2:36 pm	Wow, now I know. TrueLifeKarma.com - Online Karma Test Click Here! Jayman, Your Karmic Alignment is: Yin & Yang! Score: 2 You have a neautralized Karmic Energy, your Yin & Ying is balanced. This is not a bad thing. You might sway a little more positive or negative, but you don't hold a huge debt accumulation. Dont forget, it is very easy to let your karmic energy sway more negative or positive depending on your actions and intentions. Violate my face!
Wednesday, September 26th, 2007
11:06 am	ZOMBIES! AIDS! That is all. Violate my face!
Wednesday, September 19th, 2007
12:44 pm	You know... I didn't know that Amy Lee chick covered a Korn song, Thoughtless. I always thought that was her own work. Then I looked it up, go figure. See, Leash used to listen to this song heaps. And I don't know if it's just the song, or the fact that I haven't had a Cigge in four days, but I'm feeling down/nostalgic. It's pretty fucking shithouse, I must say. Iunno. My Memories are scary things. I can see that back then, I'm nothing compared to what I am today. But, also, back then.. I feel that I was a more understanding and caring person, innocent, I guess. Nice. Kind. Now, I'm not that too often. I'm not a total asshole, but I'm not a nice, kind, kid anymore. It's a weird, weird feeling looking back into the past then at yourself now, and then realizing that you've become slightly less-human. Or it feels that way, sometimes. Sometimes I can't help but wonder what would happen with my life if I took path B, instead of path A. Or if I stayed with X instead of breaking up with her, or hell, even if I started Judo instead of ZDK. I just don't know. But I wonder. Okay, now what I was meaning to post when I loaded up this page. I want everyone who I used to talk to a fair bit to get in touch with me again. Put a post on my Lj, Email me, what-ever-the-fuck. I've finally found myself missing a whole bunch of people. Even those I didn't really say much to all the time, but who were always there when I bitched an' moaned 'bout life. Christ, I'm turning this song off now. I'm in a Icafe, and it wouldn't be seemly for me to start with the tears down the face and shit. Ah, better. Anyway, get in touch you giant Homos. Current Music: Thoughtless -- Both versions. 10 plebs have skullfucked me | Violate my face!
Monday, August 27th, 2007
11:56 am	When life hands you Lemons... ...Shut the fuck up. Life's good. I'm training and a whatnot, about to earn a black-tip, hopefully. Or if not that, then at least a pat on the back. I'd be fine with either or. I screwed up my eye test so I have to go back there on Wensday. More fucking time waiting around. It's bullshit, I tell you! BULLSHIT! But yeah, that's life, really. I work. I'm hoping to get a new job soon. Doing the same thing, just at a diffrent place. I DRIVE! YOU LIED TO ME FOR SONOR! EVERYWHERE I GO, THERE'S A CENTIPEDE! Iunno. Anyway, stay you Arse-masters, and don't do anything I wouldn't do. And if you do do something I wouldn't do, don't do it loudly. Violate my face!
Sunday, July 8th, 2007
2:30 pm	I'm still alive and kicking, 'cause I rock the shit. Emo's are everywhere. This may be my last post, if Emo's end up taking over Palmerston, I want you all to know.. ... That I would've died hard. .. And if I come back as an Emo after they've bled on me.. .. I want you all to find me and finish me. Remove my head and burn my remains. It's the only way to make sure you don't catch Emo. Violate my face!
Tuesday, April 10th, 2007
10:31 pm	As of now, I am a Tool... I know you've all missed me something crazy, so here I am, updating for all your eyes to let everyone know I haven't hit the bucket, yet. Whelp, I have horrible burns up my left leg. It was amusing, for a while. Had a woman thing for a bit, broke it off with her. I'm needing to find someone I can actuall talk with, and she couldn't hack it. So yeah, she's gone. What else? I'm in a new Flat which is going well, and training most nights. I don't think I'm getting enough sleep, or I haven't been for a while, and the only interweb I have is, once again, Icafe. It's going to suck all my money like a vampire sucks blood. I'm sure of it. But hey, I also saw 300. Best. Movie. Ever. I came three times during it, and only once during the sex scene! Totally kick ass, I fully recomend it. 'I'm looking at you throught the glass, I don't know how much time has passed...' I rather like this song, I must say. Stone Sour gets points, which I'm fine with giving. I don't know, the last few days I've felt kinda on edge. Could be the lack of sleep, more than likely is the lack of sleep. But yeah, I've just felt nervous and I don't know why. I don't understand why. I've been having a few troubles with ZDK, but I'm getting over those, I reckon. I just need to get my head sorted and spend a couple of days floating around doing nothing. Or, if I'm doing something, then training in some way, shape or form. For some reason, Training helps keep me sane, it stops me from losing it all and falling into peices. It sucks with that happens, I gotta say. It's happened.. Once, I think at the new flat, whilest my leg was healing. The Walls were just closing in and I felt like I was going mental. It was not fun, not fun at all. But yeah, hopefully I can just get into some sort of routine. Though, in saying that, work isn't helping. It's offering me extra shifts, and I take them. Because hey, who doesn't like more money? So I'm a working more. Not much more, nothing insane like 70 hour weeks or a whatnot, screw that for a joke. Just working a roughly 35-40 hours, which is more than enough for me. Yay. Also, it's Rent week this week. What've you all been up to? You alive, Kira? You got your problem sorted out, Len? You still kickin' it in Auz, Simon? ... And everyone else who I've mostly if not totally forgotten about, at the tired time of this writing. Hell, I even wonder what Troy's up to. It's that weird. Part of me, over the last week or so, has felt as if I've slowly been slipping back in time to when things were better than what they where. It's a weird, weird feeling. Current Music: Through the Glass -- Stone Sour 16 plebs have skullfucked me | Violate my face!
Thursday, March 8th, 2007
4:43 pm	Your Brain is Purple Of all the brain types, yours is the most idealistic. You tend to think wild, amazing thoughts. Your dreams and fantasies are intense. Your thoughts are creative, inventive, and without boundaries. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking of fictional people and places - or a very different life for yourself. What Color Is Your Brain? Violate my face!
Monday, January 8th, 2007
5:57 pm	So... Whelp, I'm still kickin' around, even ifI'm not goingtobe doing much kicking with the first to third degree burns up my left leg. That's why I haven't been floating around. Life's going okay, I guess. Though, I've noticed I've got thebroody thing happening again, and this space bar at Icafe is really annoying. Buthey, those're the prices you pay, right? Stay safe, you lot out thar. Andif you don't stay safe, I'll molest your corpses. Current Mood: gloomy Current Music: Come Clarity -- In Flames. 1 pleb have skullfucked me | Violate my face!
Tuesday, October 31st, 2006
6:37 pm	I'm still alive, and trainin' hard. You know me. Work, Train, eat, mate, kill... You get the idea. Violate my face!
Tuesday, October 10th, 2006
8:05 am	I am a God! True story. I'm now the 2iC of Chilled foods at woolies here in Palmerston, and I, truely, am a god. Though, I don't have a salery or anything like that, I do the 2iC job. Infact, I've only done it for two days, but I reckon I could pull it off better than the head-leader-chicka. It's awesome being more than a pleb. I get to do enough things to make my day interesting and I take enough responsability on board that, yeah, I get to run around like a chicken with no head and feel good at the end of my working day. Truely, you should all worship me. Really. It'd be cool. Like a ninja. 'Cause I'm a ninja. A cool ninja. Anyway, quick update, 'cause I have to go do some training. Which is something I've actually been doing alot of, lately. It's been insane. Before y'know it, I'll be doin' Kamehaha's and Haduken's and Sonic-booms at peoples' faces. Just keep watchin' TV. I'll be in the K1 in a year. I reckon. Current Mood: calm Current Music: None.. I'm a fix that now. Violate my face!
Monday, July 10th, 2006
12:37 pm	Now this, I didn't know... On September 27, 1986, during a European leg of shows, bassist Cliff Burton died near Ljungby, Sweden when Metallica's tour bus skidded off an icy road and flipped over.[4] Burton was thrown out of the window, and the bus landed on top of him. It is uncertain if Burton was dead at this point or not. A winch that was being used to lift the bus off of him snapped, resulting in the bus crushing him a second time. It is said that Hetfield repeatedly yelled at the bus driver, asking him where the patch of ice was. I mean, I knew Cliff died on a bus in sweden and all that... But that the bus was LIFTED OFF HIM, then DROPPED again? I think the person controlling that winch should've been fucking massicared. 2 plebs have skullfucked me | Violate my face!
Sunday, May 14th, 2006
7:15 pm	Woop woo, drinking again, and moving flats. Weewee, ho hum, diddily dee, falalala! Wineage rawks. So does metalage. On this note. 1 pleb have skullfucked me | Violate my face!
Sunday, February 26th, 2006
11:42 pm	I do not enjoy working at Bellas. I want to leave it. It makes my brain hurt, and my body hurt, and my soul hurt. I wish to leave this job, and actually get a good one, where there are good people, who actually respect and thank you, with meaning, for the hard work you put into things. Fuckers. Life is peachy. (8) I feel this taking over me, Everything falls dark, Break me open, this time to cry. (8) And, and... (8) The sickness that you are, The plauge that made me starve, Do you think that you can show me, How we've come this far? (8) Oddly enough, I reckon that last lotta lyrics sums up Leash. I mean, yeah. What I want to know, is how the fuck she'd managed to appear in my life again. Fuck her, with a 50. cal machine gun. That'd do the trick. And then some. Unless she turned side-on, then bullets would simply fly everywhere. XD Ah, the weirdness of a tired mind. (8) Wish I could, Rape the day! Just something radical! Lost the sense of sweet things, Who's going to take me wildly? Guided by the pinball map! The drive, still unknown to me! Who was sent to glory-fiy! Before we injected, this commen pride! (8) ...... Hrm, In Flames, Good. Very good. (8)Don't let these words, Tear you down! You see me hanging, By the end of a rope.. I tell you, Slow, I go, And the wait seems to be over, All, That I know, Is that my life has become, Such a waste, Too.... ........ You. (8) What once lost, is quickly forgotten, all wrapped up inside! Hrm. I like this band greatly. ^_^ Ahhh. At least I know my woman's there for me, along with everyone else. But it's always comforting, having a woman, I must say. A... Diffrent kind of comfort. Current Music: In Flames music-o! 1 pleb have skullfucked me | Violate my face!